Version Update: Childhood Conditioning Broken Down!
Push Factor: Morning study time with my 6 YO.
Goal: Break conditioning and format your dreams.
Scene: Revising an English concept on usage of Can / Cannot.
Me: “Do you know what can / cannot mean?”
Ms. A: “Yes.”
Me: “Good! Let’s fill these blanks now.” We had a bunch of worksheets.
Ms. A: “Okay!!”
Me: “Baby _____________ drink milk.”
Ms. A: “Can!”
Me: “Very Good! Next – I _______________ jump.”
Ms. A: “Can!!” and she jumped.
Me: “Excellent!!! I ______________ count stars.”
Ms. A: “Can!”, came the instantaneous reply all ten fingers pointing upwards.
Me: “No… Annanya. You cannot count stars”
Ms. A: Was silent giving a blank look meant asking why.
Me: “OK… Tell me how you’ll count the stars”
Ms. A: Looked up and went “1, 2, 3… 10!” and smiled with pride.
Me: “But there are more than 10 stars. They are in millions and billions.” I said dusting out the bookish knowledge.
Ms. A: Did not want to accept so easily that she cannot count starts and continued, “11, 12, 13….”
Me: “Ow ow… Annanya!” I tried to talk as she kept counting in the background. “Wait, there are more than a 100 stars. They are so many in number that you can never count them.”
Ms. A: “Oookaayy, cannot”, she said half-heartedly.
Me: “Yes…”
I was content that I was able to convince her that she “cannot count stars”. But, the fact was that she did not fully accept it. Her logic said – she knew numbers and she believed that she can count objects irrespective of their number.
We moved to the next.
Me: I ____________ fly a plane.
Ms. A: “Can!”
Me: My mind voice hummed: Ohh… Noo.. My daughter is not going to fare well in her exammm!! “Annanya, You cannot fly a plane.”
Ms. A: Gave a puzzled-cum-irritated look because she felt she can! I was pulling her down every time.
I was sharply hit by guilt and stopped right there. I was negatively conditioning her every time I said “You cannot”. I could not see the right and wrong in her answers anymore. Taken aback by her confidence of “I Can”, I began to realize the fact that children are born with unlimited possibilities. For them, the universe is in their palm and everything was possible. They had the most powerful set of keys – dedicated efforts, belief in self, blissful ignorance of being judged, topped-up with a confident smile.
We were all such striking kids once upon a time and in the process of being “always right”, lost ourselves midway. As a child, we had lots of aspirations, dreams and hopes, but these were sadly digressed by the conditioning we faced at various stages and situations. Our custom and education system conditioned us and we obliged. Later, our jobs took us over and we gladly decided to fly in the direction of the wind. We did whatever we did to impress someone else. We took the used road all the time so that we are always safe and are always right. We started strongly believing in whatever the world said and the world loudly roared – When something has not been done so far, it can never be done. We took pleasure in proving the world’s view about us right and slowly started living up to someone else’s expectations, because that’s what gave us fruits.
Fortunately, it’s now time for us to wake up from that sleep of misconception. Such a dawn had gifted those who woke up with a big bag of goodies. They saw a new ray of hope, a new level of energy, lots and lots of confidence which ultimately took them closer to their dreams. There is really nothing under the sky that cannot be achieved with dedicated efforts. Just, Break the conditioning and set yourself free! As our dearest Dr. Kalam always insisted – Dream. And Dream grand without fear or doubt!!
Remember, “Can” and “Cannot” are temporary. If you were judged that you cannot do a particular task in the past or if you ever gave up on a passion after several failed attempts, give that “One more try” now. You might have failed or were judged-so probably because “that day” wasn’t your day or you were still gaining “that skill” which was required to succeed. Our “that day” is not every day and human ability changes from time-to-time, with experience & exposure.
Give a vibrant shade to your wings of dreams and let some of those colours spill over your dear ones’ dreams as well. I am already helping my DD paint her dream rainbow and you know what, her colour pallet has VIBGYOR and beyond!! At the end of it, I am dreaming too and my dream is a big, big picture of my kids’ dreams!! 🙂
My DD would one day fly a plane herself through the widespread sky and count the stars in entirety. Yes, she definitely would, because she believes “She Can” and I see that promise in her two bright twinkling star-studded eyes!!
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